i've given up on paxil as a way to fend off masturbation, i am now thinking of getting me some of those castration pills. here is today's entry, taken from the dylanne frank daily diary section:
i was rubbing off with thoughts of the fbi/armpit man...i was really getting into it, actually, and as i was i remember thinking, "wow, i forgot how much fun this is". then i came. and all of a sudden my enthusiasm stopped abruptly. "wow, i remember why i don't want to masturbate - what a waste of time" i thought.