i was in a nashville m4m chat room one day, and the screenname i ran into was "beasyouare32". too bad nobody told that to me when i got so much enjoyment out of sucking my thumb. or when i got my jollies out of saying, "shuts don't go up, but prices do, so take my advice and shut up too," when somebody told me to shut up. or when i lived my life to rebel against reality because i was unhappy with myself as a part of it.

or when i was a sex fiend who's sole excitement in life was to be accepted into a real man's arms.

too bad nobody told me that when i suffered from delusions of masculine grandeur, too bad nobody told me that when i suffered from delusions of maturity, when i suffered from delusions of self-love and delusions of competency.



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