"i did it, and i'm not sorry"
"i'm not ashamed"
are we buying this? speaking as a fag, i'd have to compare the people who say these words to a river in egypt. before being satanic was the "kewl" thing to do, i know that i was not the only faggot who'd go to land's end to be justified a straight man to the world. when others started to know about me, i know i wasn't the only faggot to go to land's end to be justified a happy man to the world.
i told people what they wanted to hear in order to maintain a personal facade of dignity.