today, i am a liberated man. simon died on february 6th, i have been partially catatonic (dogatonic) since then, thinking it was the bug spray, thinking it was the air freshener, thinking it was my fault. though no toxins showed up in his system, though the vet said that it didn't look like toxins damaged his pancreas - i still thought it was my fault. and have not felt like myself.

it is march 19th today and i feel back to good. oh, i could do "back to good," but i'm going to do "back on my feet again" - that came out when i was in the hospital in 1990 and my sister bought me the cassette single. anyway, my cameras that have not been working for two or three months, i got working. i guess the cold weather made some of the a/c adapters stop working. i was in the mood to clean and organize my room, but the most i did was clean up the mess of wires and rewire the cameras so they're all working now.

something breaked the chains that bound me, something turned the cries i felt
changed my heart, made the scar much-improving and i'm back on my feet again
soon i'll be the all that i'd been, soon be liking me for once
simon's life might have died and i regret, but i'm back on my feet again

and i'm back on my feet again - and i'm proud to be me again
though i lost my puppy and friend, well i'm teary no more

wanna hear three children yapping, wanna hear three boy-puppies
won't be bawling no more - miss the three, yes, but i'm back on my feet again
something healed the tears i'd been shedding, i did scowl cuz i want three
love three babes - just the way i would see them in the past, all these years seven

but i'm back on my feet again - and i'm proud to be me again
though i lost my puppy and friend, well i'm teary no more
but i'm not gonna forget him, i still hurt for the dog in him
oh, i want love from all of them brothers - hurt for one lost

through the years i'll call to simon, through the years i'll see his buds
won't be gone or be lost, his mem'ry lives when i'm back on my feet again
when i'm back on my feet again, in the past with the three i'll live
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