i heard someone was on suicide watch when i was listening to internet radio. in 1990, mtv was on in my hospital room, i remember this video as one being watched from my hospital bed.

whoops, it wasn't a bed...i had no balance so i was in what erin called a "playpen". ha. i was placed on "suicide watch" a few times in my hospital/rehab life.

"suicide blonde" was another by the band
who did "new sensation" or a few quite bad
i grew into kick and before x was hatched,
someone'd get me a hard car-crash

screwed up my brain, on suicide-watch
just devastated, suicide-watch
through all self-hate, on suicide-watch
touching no razors, suicide-watch

i lived through some weeks - once the coma's gone,
my sight was impaired, ooh, head injuries
tough to see just mad/sad moments
glory to youth, pity my youth, made me sad
ooh, made me mad

got no penetration, couldn't screw no ass
eighteen was a misery, ashamed to walk the land
(and) always weak and utterly depressed and
learning the world i had is dead

who stops the pain on suicide-watch?
nothing, no razors, suicide-watch
through all self-hate, on suicide-watch
just devastated, suicide-watch

screwed up my brain, who stops the pain?
who stops the pain on suicide-watch?
who stops the pain?

everything i'd want for me, everything is lost

who stops the pain on suicide-watch?
nothing, no razors, suicide-watch
through all self-hate, on suicide-watch
just devastated, suicide-watch

some devastation!
who stops the pain on suicide-watch?
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