well, here i am - come may, i'd have been writing my website
for 15 years. what a jagged little dyl.
what is on my mind a lot, is the GAF test that doctor michael
franzen (the phd) gave to me. i had to take it after what i
wrote regarding someone running for some kind of public
office with a name like "duane rape". i didn't write anything
regarding the man, i should not have gotten in any kind of
potential trouble, i just did some creative writings about
rape of the lesser (shorter/smaller/weaker) gender.
anyway, my score was 48 out of 100. i looked online about
what that kind of score means:
Serious symptoms (e.g., suicidal ideation, severe obsessional
rituals, frequent shoplifting) OR any serious impairment in
social, occupational, or school functioning (e.g., no
friends, unable to keep a job).
i have no use for a job, and i actually kept to my "volunteer"
work at the spca when i was doing my community service for
the prank-activism/theatrics that got me convicted of a
felony in 2003.
as for having no friends, well, i have one. as for having
no others, well, i have no way to get to know anyone. the
only familiar people i see are clerks, mostly. the handsome
one at wal-mart, the man at the casino who commented on my
wallet-phone-keys chain-contraption that i have connected to
me so that i never lose my wallet or phone or keys. so,
store-clerks, casino-clerks, those are the only familiar
faces i see. i have no friends because i don't go out, and
i don't go out because i am occupied at home with my website
or with my pool.
doctor michael franzen,phd, he wrote that it would suit my
memory, just to write things down. hmn, well, maybe...if it
was important enough to remember to look at my reminders. i
have a "desktop calendar" on my pc, i barely use that to
write reminders down.
at least my score of 48 wasn't high enough to have forced
me into some kind of therapy, three hours a day for three
days a week. i saw mister franzen at allegheny general
hospital, agh - he's some kind of brain-specialist. i have
had brain-tests in the past, usually for assessment of my tbi
just like sheldon cooper, i've been tested.
check out my site, www.jaggedlittledyl.com
, unless you're there now