i thought of this in my car, and i left myself a voicemail to remind me of the first few lines.

i realized something when someone cleaned my pool so that the water was clear instead of a mixture of blue and white. i saw the cover to the barrel of shock or diatomaceous earth, it was lying on the concrete. simon had been panting for a long time, and i didn't want to go upstairs to get fresh water, so i put the pool-water in the cover. i'm not sure when that happened, but he was drinking lots of water for a month or two before he died. i didn't give him enough of the rolled food to eat because i knew he ate the kibbles, but i just thought he wasn't hungry when he wasn't eating the kibbles. i didn't know they could have had bug-spray on them, because i was always spraying the stink-bugs that were always in my room back in 2010/2011. every time i get hungry, i think of how simon must've felt to not be able to eat the food with the spray-residue on it. and the pool-water.

"sorry" is all that i can say
years gone by, and still
words sound dumb to repeat
i'm sorry, my doggie

"forgive me" is all that i can say
years gone by, and still
words won't ever defeat
what i've given - forgive me

it's true to say simie - simie is a ghost in my life
simie is so frozen in time, sure ooh-for my lifetime, he's alive

"i love you" is all that i can say
years gone by, and still
words sound dumb to repeat
but "i love you" is my truth

it's true to say simie - simie is a ghost in my life
simie is so frozen in time, sure ooh-for my lifetime, he's alive

simie is a ghost in my life
simie is so frozen in time, sure ooh-for my lifetime, he's alive
he's alive
he's alive
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