the implications of a non-functioning boner

i have always felt like such a nimrod after humping the bed. i have always felt that porn-stars who are wide-eyed with antici (say it) pation, in the presence of a naked body, were immature. i used to want to be chemically castrated, so that i wouldn't be able to get boners. i took saw palmetto to decrease my libido. i'm sure i have prayed many times for something like a decreased sex-drive.

it has happened. i don't know if it is because of the car-wreck that made my testicles swell and hurt, i don't know if it's because of the visit to the ER (and the pills given) on the day of the wreck, i don't know if it's related to the problem of frequent urination that came about not long after the wreck, but i am not bothered with feeling a desire to ejaculate anymore.

diabetes affected my dad and his dad, but the a1c test i took showed nothing to worry about. i went to a few doctors when i realized i had to urinate at least every 3 hours, i told them of my boner-problem, and the one doctor said i didn't have an enlarged prostate. i hope that my boner-problem isn't a side-effect of another problem, or my urine-problem, but i have to say that i am happy about working my penis and not being able to get it stiff.

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